Sunday, June 15, 2008

[the aftermath].

it has now been a little over a day since i have been back in minnesota. what a weird feeling.. the moment i stepped foot into the minneapolis airport, i realized i left my heart in cape town. we were warned that coming back to minnesota would be very difficult to face minnesota culture. i feel like nothing could have prepped us for what we actually would be feeling.

i don't know how to describe i feel at this moment. gray? i feel like a stranger trying to take over someone else's life. it has only been a day.. but i miss everything about cape town. it is not even my hometown.. but i miss it like crazy. i feel like i have left my home. it's an awful feeling actually.

i have been feeling quite short with everyone around me... like please don't ask me "how was africa" or "was it awesome?" i don't know. blahh... bring me back! i never wanted to leave.

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