[a little truth].

so.. i needed to vent somewhere.. and so i turned to my blog. it has been a little over a week since i have been back. but already it feels like it has been too long. not a day goes by where i don't think about south africa. everyone tells me it's normal. but i feel like this is very different from the normal post-travel symptoms. i honestly miss it like i am homesick.

i think i am struggling with getting back into mn life without forgetting everything about cape town. so, the result is, i am being a loner and trying to avoid my life. it is a weird feeling. i feel very impatient with everyone around me. maybe i am still processing my whole trip. it is hard for me to explain just exactly what i experience.. and i think that is frustrating me.

i just want to be able to place everyone in my shoes. and i am frustrated even more with the fact that i came back with this whole new sense of love.. and yet i cannot find a little bit of patience for the people around me. hmm...